Think about what makes you different and what you do that lights people up.
I have felt different my entire life. And there were times I was made to feel different, as in the kind of different where no one likes you because of it. This was the tormented middle school years and by 'different' I meant I was fat. And before you wonder, no I wasnt the only fat girl, but for whatever reason I sure felt like it. And yes when I say I was fat I mean like for realz...not in my head kinda thing like now :O)
There would be other times throughout my life where I felt different. But I wonder about this question because I think I'm different, like in a good way...but I don't think anyone else thinks that. Or if they do, once again its probably for some reason that wouldn't make me all warm and fuzzy you know?
I know that some of the things I might think are 'beautifully different' about me, probably also pertain to others, but I think the one thing that if I had to choose, would be the fact that I have a heart that honestly knows boundaries (even when it probably should). I am forgiving (some would say to a fault), and when I love, I love BIG.
Does that make people light up? I don't know. Does anything else about me? I don't know. I think that a lot of people think I am funny, and that I make them laugh, but does that equate to them 'lighting up'? I can think back to a time or two where I did make someone light up and I am not sure why, but since I haven't felt like that for some time, I wonder....whatever I had, did I lose it somewhere?
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