Monday, April 12, 2010
So there is that.
I am still sitting at 11 lbs lost total. It was up a lb last week, but back down this morning. Does that mean I lost a lb? I dont look at it that way.
I am still looking for those last 2 lbs to be subtracted off the number. Why isn't it happening? I had an 'easy' week last week, so with added mileage and going to up the intensity on the workouts with the trainer (plus 2 hill workouts this week), maybe I can actually see what I consider to be a 'true' loss next week...
I am by no means discouraged by the progess I have made, but I guess you could say I am being a slave to the scale; letting a number define me, whatever you want to call it. I havent been the weight I am today in a very long time to be honest, so I am ahead of the game...but still...Even yesterday, a couple of people who have not seen me in a while, had something to say about my 'new body'...and while I relished in the words 'skinny', 'amazing', and 'wow', in my head I was like...yeah...but...
Anyway to be honest it would even be better if it was 2.1 lbs gone...Now THAT would be cause for celebration. I tell you the day it happens I am not quite sure what I am going to do! ha!
Thoughts? Suggestions? Bueller? Bueller?
p.s. and dont tell me to throw away the scale either...not the kind of suggestions I am looking for... :o)
Posted by Junie B at 7:44 AM